So. I haven't written anything in a while.
I don't have time now to write anything deep.
so.
Write write write.

Life tips:
1. Never take AP Chem.
2. Don't try to over-think a situation. Take action. You'll run out of time if you think it through fully. *NOTE: This applies to life situations only. Does not apply to school. By all means, think every single AP Chem test question through thoroughly.
3. Don't dwell on the past. Look towards the future. Live to fail another day.
4. You will encounter some complete assholes in life. Take the path of least resistance.
5. Think situations over realistically. Stand up for what you believe in. Embrace music. Don't let anyone turn you into less then the person that you know you are.


that's it for now.

I am completely confused as to why I made this account.
No one is going to read this. No one is going to see this.
I feel like I'm talking [writing] to myself.
So why do I even bother to do this?

It's 1:34 A.M.
I should be sleeping, I know.

My internal clock is in a different time zone.
Sleep at 2, wake up at 11 [if possible].
I don't particularly feel that this is my fault.
But oh well.

I'm bored.
Punk'd is on TV.

what is the purpose of that show?
To spend large amounts of money to place celebrities in awkward and stressful position just to laugh at how they react?
I find that's its a waste of money, not to mention cruel.
Celebrities may be well known, but they are still people, the same as everyone else.

I'm ranting now.
Advertisement for motocross race at qualcomm stadium.
What is the point of that?
Watching people bounce around on mounds of dirt.
Watching people thrown from their bike in the midst of 20 other riders.
An evolved gladiatorial fight.
Football is too, but at least it's organized.

Qualcomm stadium = modern colliseum?

Ethics have to be checked.
People should be able to be entertained, but not at another's expense.
Especially when death is a likelihood.

Gigantic corporations piss me off.
By using offshore factories with workers paid minimum wage (minimum wage of the country that they're in, not our  minimum wage) and in horrible conditions, they are able to produce goods for much less than could be made in the United States.
And then they turn around and sell it to us.
By doing this, they undermine the economy of our nation.
Small business and smaller corporations are wiped out.
Soon we'll only be left with megacorps.
And then what?
Everything will have to go through them.
Every aspect of life.
You'll work for them, you'll live in their housing, you'll buy their products.
Hell, they may even start a government and issue their own money.
Think about it.


I want to go on an adventure.
Not an 'adventure' as in the usual sense of the word, but still.
I want to go somewhere interesting.
With friends. A group of them.
Somewhere that isn't normally gone to.
Somewhere fun.
Videogames are supposed to be fun.
I see them as more of a way of killing time.
I can't have fun unless I'm around my friends.


Another couple on TV.
"Right in front of me/A couple makes what could melt the snow/making fun of me/a single look never cut me so"

That sums up exactly what I mean.
I am so tired of seeing other people almost flaunting the fact that they have a boyfriend/girlfriend right in front of my face.
Are they mocking me? Or is that just an accident?
Sometimes I just want to walk up to a couple and punch them both in the face.
But I wouldn't do that. It would cause too much trouble. I prefer the path of least resistance.
I feel I just need a chance, a crack to push through. But that won't happen. Not now, not ever.

Observation: Couples never speak the name of their other, even if they know that you know them. Instead of "[insert name here] asked me to give this to you" it's "my boyfriend/girlfriend asked me to give this to you".
I find that really annoying. It's like you're being cut out of the loop. Two people get together, and the whole circle of people they know and trust is torn apart and reconstructed, and it always seems to leave you out.

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The American education system is flawed.
But sometimes I feel that it's better off like that.
Inequalities are present, but it's not always best to be equal.
If all the students of America receives the exact same education, they will all think the same.
The box has been defined,  and not one person will possess the capacity to think outside it.
Think dystopian universe with machines pouring information into zombie students.
Not good.
Not what we want, not what we need.

Of course, education could do without all the stress and emphasis on top marks.
Instead of schools shoving information down the throats of students in an attempt to 'teach' them as much as possible, some time should be put aside for students to experience their own life. Go out into the world. Find what they want to do. Explore career options. Figure out what they want to do with their life before they spend time and money getting a degree, then regret going into that field.
You should actually ENJOY your job.
Live to work, not work to live.

It's 2:00 AM.
I should be going to bed.
I'm out.